Monday, July 11, 2005

i'm pissed! im frustrated, pissed and....argh i'm so pissed i can't even think of a better word to say in place of PISSED. what the hell did i get myself into? what was i thinking? Fiza, what the hell were you thinking, you nincompoop?! i just wanna scream! im in such a dilemma. why why why? it makes me wanna....

shut up Fiza and get that stupid thought out of your head. every problem comes with a solution, doesn't it?

im mentally & physically exhausted. i just wanna curl up and never have to face the world again. but i won't give up.

Don't give up. Siti, don't give up!

Dear God, please give me strength and patience to pull through.

I will survive. i must survive.

later.

the glamourchine laughed at 8:02 PM